The only thing missing right now is the rain..and of course you.
But believe me, you are in the absence of the sound. The Inhale and exhale of my breath. The pictures that are all around the room. The songs I used to sing to the moon; Hoping the ring of them might reach you.
You are the blanket that reminds me of your gentle touch. And the dried roses that hold memories far better then I do. Because when they die at least they look beautiful. You are in the time that reminds me of all the last seconds without you.
You’re all around me but I cant touch you.
You whisper through the air but I can’t hear you.
I feel your lips close around mine but I miss you.
You are not here but I still love you.
And I once again go back to missing the rain..Because its better then missing you.
Tick tock, tick tock
An Endless race with the clock
Don’t know when it will end
Don’t know when it will stop
Will these turning gears breakdown
Or will I crumble into pieces and drop
The darkness hides my shock
It will Never see a single teardrop
My heart beats but I keep it under lock
What’s the point if we use words but never talk
How can we breath if we never walk
We are all losing against the clock
Tick tock, tick Tock
I feel so alone this morning
But that loneliness makes me write more words to you.
I placed my plans into a mans hands
only to discover he wasn’t a man from the beginning.
But there is still time I suppose
as long as I don’t let the “what ifs” take over.
I can only laugh as much as my mother lets me
But who’s fault is that really.
I blame my life on everyone else.
And that’s because
Things never turn out the way I think they should be.